She was a young girl

I feel like all my teen ages have been with you. I feel like I would never get that back, and with that I mean myself. I grew up with you for so long that I truly lost myself trying to work everything out with you, and for you. What I really feel is like if I gave my hundred, you gave your ten. And how dumb I was thinking that with your ten it was gonna work for the rest... Now it's like we don't even know each other and at the same time I feel like I will know you and who you are for the rest of our days. Ups, did I say our? Not ours anymore... I guess what I wanted to say is that my love for you is never gonna go away, even if I tried, you're that person I will never stop loving. Day by day I would wake up and tell you how madly in love I am with you, what a pitty it's not like that anymore... for anyone of us. Our love (did I say it again?) has turned into a completly roller coaster and it made us think it wasn't worth it anymore. And I'm not talking about weeks ago, when we kissed like there was no past or future for us, I'm talking about a couple tries ago. When did we stop trying hard for us? And when I say trying hard, it's trying really hard, because I really think we deserved to not have any kind of ending. Not happy or sad. No ending. Truth is... You cannot meet up with me and I cannot stop trying to do so. Did I mix a lot of stuff on the same paragraph? Not sorry. That's how my head is right now. I really hope everything goes well for you and I cannot wait to see you again. Can you please not forget about us, about everything that was ours? Can you please do something for me? I was just wondering... I will be waiting for the answer. Our answer.